Thursday 19 July 2012
I want to write loads of stuff and I can't and I don't know what I can and can't write about and I'm gagged and it sucks.
It chuffing well sucks.
I want to write about huge things, things that are making me sad, things that are making me furious. Things that are making me scared.
But today, I just really, really want to see a doctor.
Any doctor of several really.
I'm not well - surely I can say that - everyone knows it anyway. I'm particularly not well just now and that chuffing sucks too.
Stuck in limbo, tied up in knots, waiting in pain.
And I can't explain or share any of it with you lot.
**Sorry, but please don't ask or speculate, I can't answer anyway :( :( :( :( :( I just had to type to avoid spontaneous combustion